Dear Yeh Yeh,

You have fought well and raced to the finish....

Thanks for your encouragement and caring.....

I will bear in mind of what you taught me and remind me before.... 

Mah Mah called me today.....she is so tough that she even comforted me....

and told me the details of the memorial celebration......

You must be full of joy with the Lord....

blessing....

3 weeks ago, when i arived to the church....i can't see you and mah mah...i feel that there must be something wrong....you even cancel the benediction at the church...the the end of the church service...one of the pastors announced that as you were very weak, you can't come to join us....just a very brief talk on your health, almost everyone cried....of course...i was one of them....

yeh yeh....thanks for telling me your situation now....i can't talk with you though...it's nice to talk with mah mah....happy to know that you like the jade flower and put it in a prominent spot at your home...heard from mah mah and joyce that you are very weak now...lose appetite...move very slowly and voice is very weak too...so worry about you....it's not surprised and understandable that you refuse all the treatment or medication that can prolong your life...i can still remember you said before.....rejection of the progressive treatment doesn't mean you are giving up.....it only means you find another way out...i trust that you do all things good....now...you only take morphine to relieve pain....i know it must be a hard time for you....yeh yeh...i'm sure the lord keeps walking with you day-by-day....sister and i will also pray for you everyday...

yehyeh....i understand that you worry over my religion...my work...my study...and even my emotion.... i know you want me to join fellowship with my friends...i'll consider it...i get used to your church actually...although sometimes i have the language problem....anyways...i'll think seriously about my religion...joyce also gave me some suggestions about it....so....do take more rest and dun think too much....miss you....

blessing.......

very worry yehyeh......his health condition is getting worse and worse....getting thinner and thinner....now...he's taking pain-killers every 3 hours...he must be very painful........

sigh....hateful tears came out in the church today....when i saw yeh yeh felt painful and hugged me.....

yeh yeh....i hope i can see you in the church every sunday....

blessing.....

今日無返工....去左睇跌打.....

第一次睇跌打.....好驚呀.....好痛.............

thanks lingling 介紹女跌打師父比我..仲有doris....原本睇doris介紹o個個.....點知休息.....於是去左黃大仙.....原來女師父都好大力架.....未到我巳經比個度o既環境嚇親....the smell....真係好想走.....點知好快到我....一入去就叫我除哂上身3.....著一件青bb tube top...仲有除鞋...訓上床......o個度好多工具...好恐怖.....有d針....有d火燒野...

開始............

女師父: 你右邊shoulder and neck腫哂...肌肉發炎....條根傷左.....要full藥.....介口...食中藥....(一路出力卒....卒呀卒)

w: 哦.....嘩.....好痛呀.....

女師父: 你望o個邊.......(o落人條頸呀.........)

w:　嘩.....好痛呀.....斷左呀．．．．．

女師父:你望下o個邊.......(又o黎....)

w: 嘩.....又o黎....等一陣啦....好痛呀.....好驚呀.....

女師父: 快d啦......

跟住.......呀................ 好痛呀.....

女師父: 好....等full 凍藥......

多謝 $200......藥要4小時1次....

full 住舊A4屎行街......好臭呀.......

thanks for seeing doctor .... have "car noodles" and go shopping with me.....

at night.....had buffet with my relatives.....feifei is so cute....i ate many many things and ignored what the doctor said.....sushi sashemi....cake...crab...prawn....beef...steak.....salad....ice-cream....smoke salmon....tofufa....aloe....fruits.....noodles....fried rice.....lamb....wa....soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo full....

blessing

too tired on sat......i've even forgotten to go to the church...headache....may be because of the "nothing" .....or too windy in the bar......

treat siu fa have lunch in a.p.m. ............and bring back the hard disk and guide book to her.....

too tired.....took a nap at 5:00pm......wake up at 10 and then play a while with fei fei.....

blessing..........................

skip lesson....because of no mood to study....yum cha with my dear wong siu fa and jimjim....sorry.....siu fa...i've forgotten to bring the guide book and the hardisc....and then buy birthday gift to zoie.....the first time i buy things in temple street.....i bought a fishing nutcracker...so cute....i like it so much.....hahaha....i also want to have a nutcracker...after shopping....i went to back to polyu again ......for work.....sighhhhhh.......from 5:45-9:00pm.....so sorry that i didn't go to BBQ .....let's have dinner later when you have time....and i want to give you back your bag.....

Zoie....Happy Birthday.......wish you all the best......and have a good job soon!!!!!!!

After work, i went back to shatin and had dinner in mcdonald....he happy meal toy is really funny....tamagochi....moody though.....but thanks for staying with me.....at about 1130....we had some drinks in Sky Platform....the names are good in the menu....dun know how to choose...at last....i ordered "Nothing"....it's nice.....very sweetie....but very windy as it's outdoor....and my back....damn painful......went back home at about 1.....had a wonderful facial treatment and massage...^^

blessing......

headache for family.....work....."festival-emotion"....study.....what a mess.....seems like full of sadness in my life when i think of myself quietly....sighhhh...when will the battle stop??? but i dun think it's my fault actually....how come i can't do whatever i feel comfortable with??? am i really too stubborn and difficult to communicate with???

chat with 2 exchange students these few days....so sweet...come to HK together and will study 1 semester....they asked me where they can go in new year...of course flower market....then....appear some scenes in my mind...miss you tons...you promised me you will go to flower market will me....and watch fire work display with me.....it will never ever come true....there are still many festivals coming.....damn......

blessing....

back to the first stage..............exhausted....

blessing....