今朝晨早11點起佐身...本身諗住整頭跟住同金英阿欣行街...跟住同阿媽食飯...點知唔記得生日o個晚叫fanny幫我book佐3點整指甲...所以就要轉plan行街先整指甲...今朝就試下打俾兩位小姐la...不過唔成功...

諗住自己早小小點零出旺角行個圈就去整指甲...後尾金英打番o黎...就轉佐plan叫佢陪我一齊整指甲...推佐阿媽...因為英姐話會殺佐我wo...冇問題...你需要我o既時候我幾時都o係你身邊...

臨出門口之後上網bid o個d衫又送到o黎...即刻好開心諗住拆o黎睇下換邊件新衫出街la...嘩冇件得架...我以後都會再上網買o野喇哼...

3點零金英就上佐整指甲度搵我...再之後阿欣都上佐o黎...等我咁耐真係唔好意思喇...不過當o係cafe坐低吹下水lo wahahhahhha~

今次整佐款花巧d o既...整完出o黎唔係十分十分鍾意...不過覺得都ok特別o既...

之後6點零整完指甲阿輝join埋...佢地應承陪我行一個鐘頭街...第一站花園街../點知大家都ok有買o野mood...而阿輝又好有耐性咁一齊睇又俾意見又盛咁...所以行完花園街已經8點幾喇...

今次揀o岩都幾多o野r...但其實我仲想買短褲同牛仔褲架...不過見阿欣好似買到不受控制咁所以我都無謂要再行落去累佢喇hahaha~不過呢轉o係花園街買o既衫我件件都好鍾意~開心~好耐冇行過街咁樣買o野喇~爽~咁樣人生先有意義~

去佐大興鋸扒...笑到肚痛...又傾佐長隆之旅...今次應該真係去得成喇...好o野~

食飽飽已經10點...痴阿欣車過佐深水步再搭巴士番天水圍...冇位坐...頂...

生日正日...最後等到6點家華就放佐工番o黎...然後我地去佐尖沙咀行街...再去佐米奇度食壽司就番屋企...買佐聖誕禮物俾家華...係armani香水...幾香ge...又買番枝base la...再買番lotion搽面...我好多o野用哂都未買番...o係利時試佐件皮褸...都幾鍾意架...又fit身...千九蚊唔算太貴...不過唯一係我本身係想再買一件深啡色皮褸而呢件係黑色...如果佢係深啡或者係千五蚊左右我一定即買...不過...都係再諗諗先...

8號到10號我同家華晚晚都嗌交...仲嗌得好激...

8號正日o係日...fanny佢地知家華要番工叫我不如同佢地出街...我仲好天真咁驚家華其實準備佐做d咩而推佐...結果我11點幾起佐身...而佢一路訓到3點...我愈坐愈嬲...佢起身我就喊哂口屌柒佢...夜晚就冇事...幾開心...

9號o個日...記得家華7號晚見到我最後冇蛋糕切佢就話第二日送番俾我...end up 8號佢冇送到...原因係佢以為我係想佢盡快番o黎陪我出街多d...到9號番到屋企都一樣係冇...我就發脾氣自己o係房睇雜誌...家華tum佐我幾次之後佢就發脾氣自己o係廳訓...就o係呢度開始嘈...因為我真係好接受唔到一個訓房一個訓廳...我搬出o黎同你住...唔係咁on9 r...而家結佐婚r...分房訓冇o野r...如果係咁我駛乜o係度訓r我番屋企唔好...我唔係冇屋企架...再之後...係好激好激...我已經好耐冇咁樣嗌過交...應該都有4年...甚至乎呢次係我咁大個女以o黎最激o既一次...o個下...真係好心痛...拍拖咁辛苦為乜...

10號佢買番蛋糕俾我...一路都好好...之後又嘈佐幾句...又喊...

8號開始喊到10號...好on9...

呢幾日令我諗佐好多o野...

有一點好矛盾o既係...而家好明顯我條仔就係o個種大家冇事o既時候可以對你好好好好o既男朋友...但係嘈起上o黎佢可以係失哂常性...乜都唔再記得o個隻...對住呢種男朋友...最聰明o既做法我相信係盡力去保持同佢良好o既關係...而呢點其實要做唔難...只要我唔發脾氣...只要我唔好搞對抗就得...唯一難o既地方係吞o個啖氣...我矛盾在...係咪真係要下下吞o個啖氣...咁樣...好似太唔係我...

而呢點亦令我發現...我諗我係以前鍾意阿奇係多過而家鍾意我條仔好多...因為我諗番我以前根本就係咁樣對阿奇...而當中...我完全唔覺得存在吞一啖氣o既問題...

另一點我反省過o既係...我做得最唔o岩o既一樣o野就係不停比較...根本冇停過...比較佢同阿奇...比較我同佢以前條女...我想要個比阿奇好o既男朋友...而我亦都想佢對我比佢以前條女好...結果...我覺得佢唔夠好...但我問番自己...如果咩都唔好比...當佢白紙一張...一齊佐4個幾月...而家我地o既關係進展得好唔好...佢對我好唔好...其實佢真係唔差...呢點我覺得真係對佢好唔公平...

佢之前講過...覺得對我唔公平...因為佢唔知點解好似而家唔識點樣去做好多o野令我好開心...乜都諗佐我先...諗番...5年o既陰影4個月內未令佢放低戒心...其實都唔係好過份o丫...nicola o個陣都問我...我同阿奇都係兩年零o既事...都夠我放o係個心度成年...而家佢5年...而如果正常兩個人一齊...4個月根本都仲o係度揣摸緊大家性格...甚至乎...都仲未可以肯定大家對呢段感情認唔認真...係咪一定行到落去...到呢刻...其實原來我對佢都好唔公平...大家都未放低停以前o既事...其實會唔會可以有放低o既一日...到而家我唔知個答案...

仲有就係...我真係太耐冇同人嗌過交...係指正面o既衝突...有d o野我諗唔通...點解嬲緊o個陣可以乜都講出口...可以好似完全唔愛我咁...咁盡咁絕...見到佢咁樣我個心好淡...但係我又依稀記得以前...嗌交好似都係咁上下架la...只係可能呢d說話大多係出自我把口...點解記得以前好似嗌完交之後當冇事發生過...d人通常話嗌交可以增進感情...點解我唔覺...我覺得開心o既時候先令我覺得自己鍾意佢...嗌過交我覺得自己冇咁愛佢喇...或者呢點我又係o係度比緊...阿奇令我覺得...兩個人愛到一個地步係唔會嗌交...唔會想見到對方唔開心...亦唔會忍心講d傷害性說話出o黎傷對方o既心...

呢刻我真係好迷失...

今晚搞生日...早o係11月o個陣我突然忽發奇想想搞個制服party~嗌埋阿就朱威佢地成班...後尾12月知道1月6號要stock take即刻冇哂mood...因為阿蚊話要點通宵....後尾先知原來佢係嚇下我haha~不過都好ge...我自己cancel佐呢個idea...後尾阿峰佢地又出佐事...如果係約好哂先因為呢樣o野搞唔成仲冇引la~

其實本身今年諗住唔蒲ge...想8號o個日做d日間活動好似去迪士尼咁...但係家華有個fd又係同我同一日生日...咁佢又搞...我唔想佢因為同佐我一齊就唔去朋友生日...所以咪諗住約埋d fd又去下咁...點知我約哂人book哂台佢個fd又話唔搞wo...吹脹...我亦都有諗過咁唔搞la...但係又諗難得都約實哂成班朋友...再約另一個活動又煩...如果改唱k又唔係咁好...因為我不嬲覺得如果唔係一班超熟o既人一齊唱k係會搞到大家都好悶o既...所以最後都係起行la!

今晚約佐金英阿欣fanny nicola同almen...仲有家華咁la~去新場見識見識~

今日臨放工無lala俾阿蚊屌佐一餐...仲要係好無姑...亦都冇得解釋...我真係嬲到震...你冇o野r你明知我生日...呢單o野關我鬼事r...我屌我托柒咩...不過冇計...佢係阿姐...硬食...

之後又俾家華激到啤一聲...因為我book佐張台...almen之前同我講話佢條仔同d fd都會落但晏d先到...想問我借幾個qouta俾佢唔駛排隊...咁冇所謂o丫...一石二鳥o者...人地唔駛排隊...我d fd又唔駛夾qouta錢...點知家華突然有兩個fd話一齊出...想要qouta...我話要留俾人...叫佢地買飛...佢勁大反應...大男人即係大男人...其實當初almen一講o個陣我有o係家華角度睇過件事...我都覺得佢會唔高興...但我生日wo...駛唔駛咁...人地d仔都講明唔會過o黎張台真係純綷為佐唔駛排隊...

我o個下真係好想喊...想話唔去蒲喇...點解一個二個都要o係我生日激鳩我...我個人覺得一年入面仲重要仲值得慶祝o既日子就係生日...點解...唔可以俾我開開心心...唔可以就下我...

不過又諗d fd都出哂門口...唉...後尾搭地鐵almen o係長沙灣上車join埋...傾傾下就冇事la...

去佐新場club r...我對呢個場1 d好感都冇...歌係ok...氣氛ok...但我o既感覺係差過you too...個場個格局唔知似乜...

因為我地太早上去o既關係...而戲玉又要留到nicola上o黎先上演得...所以初斷真係好on99...錯在應該等搞掂哂d o野真係出去玩先食...

後尾nicola 1點到上到o黎喇~hehe好戲上演la~因為我買佐個蛋糕俾佢r...佢下個禮拜生日ma...又mm同行佐幾年o既男朋友分佐手...單身o既生日係好慘o既...所以我想俾個surprise佢...幫佢預祝埋...

題外話:我亦都會永遠都記得我上年生日...我一個好朋友都諗到呢一點...特登買佐個蛋糕送俾我...其實我真係好感激...好感動...好開心...不過因為1 d小插曲令呢位朋友有hard feeling...其實我好明...但真係一個美麗o既誤會...我希望你知道...你o既苦心冇白費...我真係會永遠記o係心...多謝你...

個蛋糕一拎出o黎...其實個個都知係我買俾nicola架喇...不過nicola梗係老奉以為係我架la~當佢見到個牌...我見到佢好開心...我都好開心~希望佢唔好再為個仆街而傷心la...身邊仲有朋友對佢好好~

我買佐一磅ja...心諗去蒲切蛋糕不嬲都冇人食架la...影下相架je...點知阿欣同金英...hahahhahahahahha!

不過最後係我冇蛋糕o既haha~本身fanny話買o既...但佢聽到我買佐俾nicola佢就冇買喇...然後家華又解釋話佢以為fanny買所以佢冇買...fine~我最後都有得切~雖然係我買~haha~

食哂就出去玩喇~個場個舞池...我真係唔知佢想點lo~之後又輪到家華...我亦都唔知佢想點lo...所以後尾就坐佐o係台同nicola同家華兩個朋友玩色中...

係後尾同d fd出去玩佐陣咁大把...又飲佐d k酒...成晚就係爆佐o個一陣...

玩到5點就一齊閃~

呢晚...有一半我係好開心...有一半我好唔開心...

開心o個part全部都係關於我d朋友...多謝阿欣o既禮物...金英本身都有o既...話走o個陣先俾我...不過後尾因為阿輝屌鬼...搞到佢要急急散水下次先拎俾我...nicola都同我講買佐la...但諗住去蒲廢事我整唔見...串我...另外就係...我見到佢地幾條女見得多佐開始熟絡...自己都有傾有講...呢點我又好開心...

同埋就係我今日先發覺...原來一直俾長沙灣班人灌輸佐個錯o既concept...原來人小小...但個個都係一心一意咁出o黎同你慶祝生日...會好緊張你悶唔悶...在意你玩得開心唔開心...咁樣係真係一件好開心o既事...

多謝尋晚o既每一位...諗番...呢個真係我最開心o既生日party...

唔開心o個part全部都係關於家華...就講qouta o個度...我已經覺得你食撚屎la...上到去...冇耐已經見到佢個樣西迷哂我已經躁底...我生日r...你可唔可以清醒d照顧我r...屌鳩你...之後我同佢講想佢今晚保持清醒...轉個頭佢又lor可樂...又索到坐o係張台度唔識郁...我見到佢咁o既樣我真係心都淡埋...有冇尊重過我r...我成班fd睇住你...我真係唔知可以講咩...

我唔知點解以前阿奇蒲親都係爆到豬西我又唔會咁樣覺得有問題可以自己有自己玩...但佢咁樣我就好嬲...但尋晚o既種種...我真係好唔開心...

蛋糕...冇...禮物...冇...聽日佢又同我講放唔到假...你食屎la你點做人條仔r...

我好想知佢以前條女生日佢點同佢慶祝有冇俾surprise佢送咩禮物俾佢...個個講到佢咁錫以前條女...對佢咁好...我估...應該都會花下心思掛...我生日佢咁樣...咁算點r...

或者個個人對生日呢個日子o既在意程度都唔同...有d人可能覺得年年都有架la...冇乜特別...可能佢未知我係一個咁緊張生日o既人...但我呢刻我淨係知我真係好心淡...

本身諗住要影好多好多相...但因為唔開心o個part搞到我都冇哂mood...可惜...尋晚粒糖1 d都冇上過...而且成晚傳查牌傳佐幾次搞到倒佐好多k...又唔敢索驚查牌o個陣好爆...但都好...等我睇清睇楚尋晚發生每一件事...邊個著緊我...邊個想我開心...每1 part我都會永遠記得...

今日plan得好忙...首先就朝早去整身份證...今日整唔到就大獲喇生日都冇得去玩...然後諗住整完之後就出旺角染髮整指甲...再同fanny行陣街...

晨早8點同阿b一齊去元朗攞籌...嘩勁多人lo...爭幾個就攞唔到籌喇...點知登記佐之後話3點半再去wo...成盤計劃禍哂喇...

所以就番佐屋企訓教...好支力r...終於可以訓下喇...

訓訓下家華鼠佐番o黎一齊訓haha...

3點起身再去元朗...整完再去埋銀行出糧又去交埋電腦錢已經成6點喇...我趕住出門口又著得好柒wo...如果要出旺角又要番一番屋企...所以都係唔出喇...

點知家華今晚舖頭有o野整...成12點先番...早知我出去行街la頂...

又訓佐陣...家華番到o黎就嗌m記外賣...食完睇埋套戀愛初歌就訓教lu...

尋日放假...一心諗住朝早同家華去還神之後去元朗整身份證同埋交電腦錢...仲有拎番張電話咭...再約佐阿媽o係元朗等一齊過天水圍坐下ge...

結果...有去到還神...不過遲佐小小...11點零先去到元朗...不過唔記得帶電腦分期張合約...金英又冇聽電話問唔到佢身份證no.結果交唔到錢...再去人民入境事務處...派哂籌...頂...再結果就電話咭都攞唔到...而當時又得11點幾...約佐阿媽1點...所以就叫佢到佐元朗搭的士過o黎..我番屋企等佢...

再結果就係...今晚係阿俊生日...家華成班fd落新場慶祝同倒數...我冇身份證...去唔到...難為佐家華都冇得去要陪我喇...其實我有諗過俾佢自己去o既...話哂佢個fd生日...如果一同佐我一齊就唔去人地生日會好似好有異性冇人性咁...不過諗諗下...都係唔好咁屎忽鬼扮好人衰心軟喇...到頭來可能自己o係屋企等o個陣又好辛苦...

咁尋日收工家華過佐o黎東涌車我...本身佢d fd話可能有計帶到我上去...不過最後因為個場新開同大時大節...所以都係一定要有身份證先入得...都好o既...後尾聽番佢地打大交...如果出佐去都咪話唔煩...又掃哂慶la...

最後我地出佐元朗同文展同佢d朋友打邊爐...倒數完點零鐘就番屋企喇...

番到屋企睇碟...4點幾先訓-00-

2009年lu~希望新o既一年順順利利...唔好再好似08年咁la...希望我冇信錯風水la...上年都係犯太歲o者...今年冇事架喇~希望在明天!

之前打過篇blog臨upload時又冇佐...都唔記得打佐d咩喇...

踩第6日喇...番埋聽日就放假...支力到仆街...

呢個聖誕都ok r...記得以前不嬲都唔係話好慶祝聖誕節...會搵街去下..不過其實都唔係好特別聖誕feel...今年...平安夜去佐阿楠屋企bbq...每人都要買一份禮物去交換...咁樣反而我自己覺得幾有聖誕氣氛...o個晚燒完o野食...就交換禮物...然後分組玩遊戲...仲有大抽獎添...多得搞手們咁有heart預先籌備咁多花臣...

家華22號先同我講話24號去交換禮物...所以都冇乜時間揀...最後一份就買佐一舊水朱古力同糖...一份就買佐一舊水避孕套...

至於聖誕禮物...其實我本身諗住買枝香水俾家華ge...佢之前話過想買枝香水...但因為爆廠o既關係...禮物都係後補la...但係家華又有送聖誕禮物俾我...當時部電話佢話係聖誕禮物o黎...雖然唔見佐haha...不過我都唔想兩手空空咁同佢過聖誕...良好o既習慣由一開始就培養好d ge...咁第時先會keep到過時過節大家會送下禮物咁la...最後我買佐兩條ck底褲俾佢...佢收到好surprise la...一來佢又知我冇錢冇諗過有禮物收...二來佢之前又話過要買新底褲...佢開心就好...

25號都冇做過d乜...好似係家華o黎佐東涌接我放工...然後我地食埋飯先番屋企...

之後就開始好支力好支力喇...

仲有咩le...唔記得喇...我淨係知我好想快d到30號可以訓下休息下...

有時呢個世界有d o野真係好難講...好似話我成日揀條錯o既路o黎行...不過世事無絕對...

好似a02文員份工咁...其實當冇做黃竹坑又搬佐入o黎呢個偏遠地區時...我有諗如果我仲o係長沙灣番工都幾好...又一程車...而且文職ge工作其實我都幾鍾意做...又有得msn...有得傾電話...自由自在咁對住部電腦打下字咁又過一日...

不過當聽到almen講而家間公司大地震之後...我就覺得如果我而家仲o係度做真係人都會顛...

又好似阿峰咁...當其時揀佐阿明...最後行佐一年就散佐喇...而阿峰後尾又讀大學又入佐核數師樓做...好似真係揀得好錯...

不過到佐今日...如果我仲同緊佢一齊...我無法想象o個種傷心會係點...雖然我相信件事係佢俾人屈...不過就算俾人屈...佢點都係對佢條女唔住...佢條女又咁靚又同佢一齊住...咁都唔珍惜...

但我仍然為佢深切哀悼...為佢覺得痛心...

又好似阿奇...當時放棄佐對我咁好o既男朋友同佐個咁o既人一齊...而最後搞到呢個田地...呢段日子可能係失去好多...不過都因為呢三四年o既苦日子而令我得到一大班好朋友同埋令我個人都成長佐好多...

唔見佐身份證...肯定係因為個天知道我好唔滿意張身份證同回鄉咭張相...想俾多次機會我整過張...

部電話...肯定係個天知我其實鍾意o既係粉紅色...所以等我條仔可以買過部俾我...

每次一聽到呢首歌都覺得好有感覺...令我諗起阿奇...