its finally over

u ll never know

he has prepared for you

as my mum said, once its been set, you just go straight on

yes, im dedicated, as i said

Sangria in June

我會告訴你

是你的損失

走

一段

只是一段

ps: JC, i will call u on monday

hope u r not gone yet

命途

更迂迴. 更曲折

foreseeSC

為何開心需要預了後遺　為何傷心反會換到洗禮
高過了周圍　得到恭維　非一切
為何甘心比渴望更實惠　為何安心竟比鬥心珍貴
拼命到痴迷　不去執迷　便是最理想姿勢

誰讓我遵守　當我迷失已淚流
我了解　失去後更自由
凡是有便有　跌得多　
懂得放　懂握收　當我抬不到石頭
要放手　不夠力上月球　橫渡這地球
誰亦要奮鬥也要懂足夠　不貪求

盲目拼搏　誰看透這訓示
懷著重擔　才知箇中意義



為什麼　所謂成功用前途做尺度
不需每走一步　都有所圖
能學到放棄已經得到
為什麼　所謂成長在乎成就進步

爸爸教我跑步　不看速度
能換到最暢快的呼吸　先驕傲

is that wt u hav prepared?

u deliberately make me feel bad

and then feel warm afterwards?

but is THIS sth that can be played with?

that I will be given as many opportunities as I need?

I am special

because I just fail the not-supposed 'thing'

looking back my years, i just had more hurdles to jump over than my companions

no its not ur fault

u hav done everything u can do

u are the BEST ,seriously, u r the BEST

he can make it because he is smart

i cant make it because i am stupid

its not wrong to compare people

i also hav done everything i can do

sometimes i wonder : is that... u dun let me?

but why, why?

cant u see the sweat on my forehead is boiling??

i dun want to waste all the effort, u know, u know wt i hav done

i feel i am weak

i can be strong

but after all those incidents, im not motivated to be strong

however, i tell myself:

i am still going to be strong

because i believe,

im not defeated

but can anyone guarantee ...i will not be weak after my last chance?