人覺得最寂寞既時候...莫過於...當你玩樂既時候仍覺得不快樂～～～
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November 21,2005
又傷心....
呢幾個月同你一齊....我好開心....
不過今日又大嘈啦....
其實...我唔係想對你冇信心...只係因為之前發生過太多野啦...我自己都控制唔到...好似我打俾你唔聽....我即刻會諗番過去既野...跟住就會好唔開心...我都有同你講過....只有用時間先可以消去我心中既恐懼....到你簽左紙...我就會安心晒....你明唔明丫...
再講....你唔聽我電話....唔返黎...我咪仲嬲....仲會發顛啦....
你有冇諗過.....0係你出左去同你d朋友傾計既時間...我一個人0係屋企搵唔到你....會有幾咁大既打激....
你成日話我有心事...我咪諗錢囉.....我知你都唔想....你都係男人...有尊嚴...咁我咪唔同你講囉...都係唔想你唔開心姐....
其實......只要唔好再俾我搵唔到你同埋唔好唔理我....根本我就會冇野...不過.....呢d你都做唔到丫....
愛人永遠都係唔幸福果個..............
July 19,2005
放手～～～
昨晚你又搵番我．．．你話個ｓｍｓ唔係你ｓｅｎｄ俾我．．．你原來係去左見佢．．．佢換左你電話ｓｅｎｄ俾我既．．．
其實．咁又有咩分別呢．．．咪又係呃我同背叛我．．．
你叫我唔好嬲你．．．不過．．．又叫我唔好搬番去你屋企住．．．你覺唔覺得好過份．．．仲有ｄ攪笑呢．．．
講真丫．．．我真係想放手．．．我感覺唔到你愛我．．．不過唔知點解．．．總係唔肯去放手．．．好矛盾．．．
因為你．．．我身邊所有朋友都唔理我啦．．．
究竟．．．我幾時先肯醒丫．．．
July 18,2005
7月14日．．．
我唔會忘記呢一日．．．
你呃我話你返大陸．．．跟住零晨４點ｓｅｎｄ左個ｓｍｓ俾我叫我即刻執野走．．．話唔想再０係你間屋見到我．．．
我冇做錯過任何野．．．你一聲要我走我就要走．．．一個解釋都唔俾我．．．
同番你一齊都唔夠２個月．．．你就趕我走．．．好過份丫．．．
不過你放心．．．你今次咁做．．．真係可以令我死心嚕．．．我更加知道．．．只要我放開左你．．．我先可以做番一個”人”．．．而唔係你既”玩具”．．．
緣起緣滅．．．都總有緣盡既一日～
我前世欠你既野．．．我今世還晒俾你架啦．．．
我唔想再同你紏纏落去啦～
掰掰～～～
July 03,2005
好辛苦~~~
我覺得好辛苦...我唔係想捉得你咁緊架...
我知你覺得我好煩....我都唔想咁架....
如果你真係做到野俾我睇...等我覺得你冇再呃我....我係唔會咁做...
不過你咩都唔做....你叫我可以點....
我感覺到你now唔再愛我啦....
如果愛我...你唔會咁對我...唔會下下都用粗口同我講野....
佢真係咁有吸引力????定係你對我冇興趣啦???
我真係唔知我仲可以做d咩....
如果你真係想我走既....話我知丫/.\
July 01,2005
心死....
我終於同佢唔認既第2個女朋友對話......我個心好痛.....
點解佢仲要呃我....
我諗...
我真係要走啦....
幾唔捨得都要走.....
心好痛....
June 27,2005
生日快樂~
今日係你既生日....好想同你好好咁去興祝....可惜...你冇時間同精神...希望你唔會覺得悶啦....
我真係好希望以後你既生日都係同我過~
June 25,2005
愛...
其實...做女人應該要點呢......
係咪要咩都忍....扮唔知先叫成功???
果日....如果唔係心血來潮check你電話....我都唔知你仲有野呃我...
你同佢冇野...佢又點會有你新電話..仲send d 咁既message俾你啵....我叫你0係我面前打番俾佢...你死都唔肯...你叫我點信你/.\
到左今日....你話要開會...我等左你2個鍾電話...到我去搵你...你都唔聽....隔左成個鍾先覆我....我梗係嘈你啦....點知你仲話我野蠻...話同我一齊好辛苦....我可以點樣...你話我知丫....
我都同你講....我對你真係冇晒信心....你可唔可以做番d野俾我睇...等我對你有番信心呢...
唔係我唔想去信你....不過....你日日番十幾個鍾頭工...放工又話要開會...又話要應酬...仲有個女仔留d咁sweet既message俾你....你叫我點信....
我自問已經做到好好...以前同你一齊...我咩都唔駛做....但係now...我知你做野累...我咩家務都做晒....只係想你番到屋企舒服d.....
唔係冇人追我丫....我都拒絕晒啦....你仲想我點????
係咪我要有第2個你先識去緊張番我???係既...話我知丫.....
June 16,2005
陰影.....
今日終於都嘈交啦 ．．．我知你今次冇呃我．．．不過我一搵唔到你．．．我真係好驚．．．我既陰影仲有０係度．．．不過我估唔到你唔會去ｔｕｍ番我．．．以前冇論我點唔０岩．．．你都會ｔｕｍ我架．．．點解ｎｏｗ你會唔理我呢．．．係咪覺得我煩．．．定係．．．根本冇咁愛啦．．．
