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June 06,2007
‧I want it that way‧
‧I want it that way‧
Finally run away.
Run away from the prison.
Can't stand it anymore.
So I rebel.
And now I could say sayonara and never turn back.
Nice to find a new job.
Run away from the prison.
Can't stand it anymore.
So I rebel.
And now I could say sayonara and never turn back.
Nice to find a new job.
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May 21,2007
‧I don't want it that way‧
My mind shouts.
‧I don't want it that way‧
Finally, I've found that my decision was wrong.
My nature really doesn't suit the requirements.
My nature really doesn't suit the requirements.
I dislike, or even worse, I hate what I'm doing.
"Quit! Quit! Quit!"
"Quit! Quit! Quit!"
My mind shouts.
March 25,2007
‧Arrogance / Inferiority‧
‧Arrogance / Inferiority‧
Feel bad about myself.
Are people really born with dark nature intrinsically?
Selfishness.
Inconsiderateness.
Egocentricity.
Sometimes I really think that my arrogance is due to my inferiority.
Miserably I have to manipulate my arrogance to combat my inferiority.
How come.
I should have myself hinged on some more positive thoughts.
All I have to learn is to combat my arrogance but not my inferiority.
Are people really born with dark nature intrinsically?
Selfishness.
Inconsiderateness.
Egocentricity.
Sometimes I really think that my arrogance is due to my inferiority.
Miserably I have to manipulate my arrogance to combat my inferiority.
How come.
I should have myself hinged on some more positive thoughts.
All I have to learn is to combat my arrogance but not my inferiority.
February 17,2007
‧Soul'd Out‧Soul'd In‧
‧Soul'd Out‧Soul'd In‧
Once my soul‘s out.
Now a song has dragged my soul back.
Rosemary.
Keep loooooooooping the melody again and again in my head.
And fee like my heart is gratified again.
Haven't been moved by a song like that for a looooooong time.
Wishing everyone have their soul contented in the forthcoming year.
February 09,2007
‧Zombie‧
‧Zombie‧
These days, feel like zombie.
Empty-hearted.
Empty-minded.
Always being tensed due to stressful work.
Always being guilty due to somebody's pass-away.
Always being resentful at the way I feel and I behave.
I should have been more mournful.
I'm sorrowful that I'm not that sorrowful which I should be.
How come I possess so much selfishness deep inside my soul.
How come my human nature is really that evil.
These days I do hate myself to certain extent.
Empty-hearted.
Empty-minded.
Always being tensed due to stressful work.
Always being guilty due to somebody's pass-away.
Always being resentful at the way I feel and I behave.
I should have been more mournful.
I'm sorrowful that I'm not that sorrowful which I should be.
How come I possess so much selfishness deep inside my soul.
How come my human nature is really that evil.
These days I do hate myself to certain extent.
November 26,2006
‧Settled...... or Drifting Again?‧
‧Settled...... or Drifting Again?‧
Though finally I've settled at destination, an ad firm with a backup printing company,
my duty is an account executive, not a creative people.
I dunno if it is the right track I should be on.
But I reli wanna challenge myself, I know my communication skills sometimes sucks......
I'm not aiming to be a worldly gal loved by everybody,
I just wanna possess the know-hows to gain harmony with the people around me.
It's a big philosophy.
My boss has assigned a difficult(?) task for me, a little bit scared,
but I'm a grown-up, I'd just take it becoz I'm not a coward.
my duty is an account executive, not a creative people.
I dunno if it is the right track I should be on.
But I reli wanna challenge myself, I know my communication skills sometimes sucks......
I'm not aiming to be a worldly gal loved by everybody,
I just wanna possess the know-hows to gain harmony with the people around me.
It's a big philosophy.
My boss has assigned a difficult(?) task for me, a little bit scared,
but I'm a grown-up, I'd just take it becoz I'm not a coward.
November 15,2006
‧I've arrived the DESTINATION‧
‧I've arrived the DESTINATION‧
Finally, I have found you, the destination.
I know actually it's not a big deal to find a job.
But for me, especially I've been finding job for monthssss,
I'm very very very glad that my painful job-hunting could be ended here.
Though it's not my most desirable position,
it's still the field that I wanna enter and most of all,
it IS my interest.
And the most significant thing is that I can find a job on my own,
without the help of my brother, my parents, my frds, not anyone, but ALL by myself.
I know very well that I'm brought up in a greenhouse,
with the securest and coziest shelter of my parents,
and now I have to leave the shelter and face the storms outside.
Thanks for all of my frds who are always so supportive to me.
I really feel the warmness.
Good luck to me.
It is a new phase in my life.
November 09,2006
‧You're the one - Matsuyama Kenichi!‧
‧You're the one - Matsuyama Kenichi!‧
In the last(?) episode, Matsuyama Kenichi still plays so well.
I think he's good enough already.
And surprisingly he just has the talent of being a comedian.
I should say he's quite cute.
