上星期在你家, 真的很想如我曾於腦中不斷出現的情況一樣, 將我的想法說出, 可是做不到..... 是我自私還是...?

一個等於三個的音樂會!!!

27/10
School Boy Trilogy:
1. 好天氣
2. 活下來
3. Nature Boy / 沒有夏娃的伊甸園

"I'll be in the bar"
4. 野孩子的祈禱 (楊千嬅)
5. End of the World / 一支煙的時間
6. A Case of You (Joni Mitchell)

On the Road
7. CL 411 / 離開是為了回來
8. 傾斜 (林憶蓮)
9. 未完舞曲
10. This Love Affair (Rufus Wainwright)
11. 植物人
12. 忘盡心中情 (葉振棠)

Stubborn Kid:
13. 執迷不悔 (王菲)
14. 一峰一人一結他
15. 青草地，溪水旁
16. Moon River / 今天應該更高興 / 天黑黑

Extra:
17. Coffee for Two
18. 柔情蜜意 (張國榮)
18. 雪糕車

28/10
Dry Land:
1. 乾燥 (New Song)
2. 我和我的影子
3. 前塵 (Sandy Lam)
4. Try to remember / 重回布拉格

Bab Habbits:
5. 不良嗜好 (Eason Chan)
6. 最後一根煙 (Karen Mok)
7. After the Beer (New Song)
8. smsnicq (New Song)

Puppy Love:
9. 初戀十一歲 (Hacken Lee)
10. 勞斯萊斯 (HOCC)
11. 19

Around the World:
12. Lost in LA (at17)
13. 曼谷瑪利亞 (Shine)
14. Travelling Boy (Art Garfunkel)
15. 數三聲
16. 海豚的微笑 (New Song)
17. 一峰一人一結他

Extra:
18. 一些事一些情 (郭小霖)
19. 雪糕車

29/10
Make it happen:
1. 拖
2. At Last / 冷熱之間
3. 滴汗 / 靜夜的單簧管 (林憶蓮/王菲)

Get a Ticket:
4. 九月的高跟鞋 (齊豫)
5. 離開古城
6. When October Goes (Barry Manilow)
7. 重回布拉格

Dream a Little Dream:
8. Forever Friends (Cookies)
9. 我愛班房 (at17)
10. At Seventeen (at17)
11. 一峰一人一結他

Meet an Old Friend:
12. 一支煙的時間 (w/林小寶)
13. Luka (w/林小寶) (Suzanne Vega)

Have a baby:
14. Unborn Heart (Dan Hill)
15. 大笨象
16. 又美麗又可愛 (at17)

Back to the Future:
17. 時間河
18. 寒武紀 (王菲)
19. Happy Ending

Extra:
20. 雪糕車
21. Moon River / 今天應該更高興 / 天黑黑

recently, i strongly feel like wanna break up... very upset w/ what he always ask me to do... even they are so minor in nature.... why on earth u just don't try to do it urself? why me? i m not the type of gal who wanna take care of her bf like a boy... i do want someone who can guide me! who can help me when i feel i need to, free me when i wanted to... but u just keep failing my expectation... am i asking too much?

recently ran-into different people quite often... dinner time, i went into a fren. she was with his bf, by the time we saw each other, i don't feel like it... since i was with... also, the feeling that her bf gave me.... i just don't feel good about it....
i feel a bit angry after i met her, she didn't answer my call or reply my sms... 'coz she was with her bf.... what the problem of picking up calls or replying sms???

like my last blog, i was seen... i don't wanna be seen..... i don't have chance to see how his gf look, and i strongly feel that i m very not satisfy with him. omg.. what should i do... everything he did, i don't appreciate.... go to the beach, yea, sound good and romantic... but, i don't feel like that.... even he  try hard to think of something new... it just nothing to me... T_T

i really do wanna deny it when duck ask me that question.. i so wanna tell her, no, that's not me! & the one i still cannot let go is next to me....

本來約好一齊食 tea 傾吓行程, 點知你一個要去交收又要改. 係, 我後來知道你老細改咗 shift, 不過可能都可以就得到呢... 點解我咁努力想就到同你去吓街或者食吓 tea, 到頭來係你令件事成唔到? 真係有 d 嬲, 但係自己又好自然唔會即刻發你脾氣... 不過如果你都重係要 keep 住你同佢既關係, 我諗可能真係嬲你...

oke~ let's start from the beginning!!!
_{start with honest to myself}

1st Q: what do i want?
i don't want my spare time being wasted by u.
when i expect we can go out, it turn out that we won't. on the contrary, when i date my frenz, u want me to go out with u.... i don't want to sit and wait to see if u are free or u have the mood to go out.
these days i m free on sat finally, but the less i will meet u on sat.. u need to take a nap in the afternoon, u expect me to "hea" until evening and dine with u then go home?! what different from just a weekday? we don't have much to do after dinner already. why a nice good sat have to waste like that?

why can't i expect u to go home with me after our date? is it too much to ask for? i didn't ask for much already! yea, i changed, but so are u!!! u used to call me, msg me, and meet me often, and sometimes too often that i feel too much... but now, u lost that energy... i know, it's b'coz of the time we've been together... pls see, i m not the only one that "changed"... to me, this ain't change, just we get used to each other and become more like we used to be .....
u always said people do this do that, complaint complaint and complaint... but pls see it urself, in ur age, still like "nothing", how can people not "ask for more" to urge u? in ur eyes, others are always selfish, u are the victim? how can a man be so irresponsible in ur age? u ask for what u call "u deserve", but i dont see u deserve it.
u give me nothing, i feel no guarantee, how can u still feel good about our future? whenever i talk to u about what i m not feeling rite, it seems u are always looking for excuses, talk about this and that, analyze the situation... i don't need u to analyze it, i want u to see it and feel what i think or what i feel then just tell me what's in ur mind.......

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