Too tired these days, not even updating the blog.

I appreciate that you grabbed the chance to have a talk with your manager.

I'm grateful and thankful that you tried to plan a midway visit here during your trip, though we doubted its feasibility.

You said you could only try your best and pray for the rest.

Maybe I'm not a sincere religion follower, but every time you're in my prayer.

Pray for you, and for us.

Every time when you're on a trip, my one and only hope is that your work go smoothly and back home asap.

For others, we could always talk about it when you're home.

同事問，跟你的關係到底是怎樣維持。

一個很難答的問題。

不是三言兩語可以說清。

當中的苦，也不是旁人可以明白。

我也沒想過會跟你開始。

我是那種想要男朋友可以在身邊陪伴自己的人。

可是，喜歡的感覺勝過一齊。

絕對不是一時三刻的衝動。

將來的事沒人知曉，始終靠信念。

自信可以克服當中的困難，抱著積極的態度去開始。

一年前，那種自信面對嚴峻的挑戰。

就連我們的好友，也勸我想清楚是否應該繼續。

那時候，真的很無助，也不懂得如何調整心情。

每次你出門，我都會感到很難過。

心情很難受，經常像坐過山車一樣，大起大落。

多少信心磨滅後又重拾。

已經跟你提了許多許多，儘中還有一些略過了，沒有提…

一直走到這一天。

往後的路往哪裡走，我想，我們算有共識吧？

說到底，你還未有明確的回答我的提問。

路是人闖出來的。

這兩年來的路，都是我們一路努力走來。

將來的，我們是否還會一起闖？

翻來覆去睡不著，起來又百無了籟。

心血來潮想要 check email，乍見一封你發的 email。

看著，一陣難過…

這些事你從不提起，我完全沒法知道你正在面對什麼。

但為什麼你就不跟我說…

記得我在澳門跟你提過嗎？你就是不主動說自己的事。

你不說，我如何能知？如何能理解？

對你家裡最近發生的事，我實在感到很難過。

多希望能在你身邊，與你共同面對。

你把事情說清楚，我自然能諒解。

也許我有時會感情用事，但我從不是不講理的人。

你所講的，我都明白。

希望我所說所做的，沒有令你困擾。

...it worth to put in effort, if it's not being appreciated?

You don't understand.
I really want to see you.
You'll be busy flying around very soon.
You don't have much annual leaves and it's a holiday there next monday.
I worked over the past holiday, hope that I could come over and spend the weekend with you.
It's not the first time you turned me down.
I don't mean to disarrange your plans, nor causing trouble in your life.
I'm trying to fit into it.
I've tried my best.
I hope you understand.

人在為生活奴役，為未來努力之時，很多時卻遺忘了現有的一切。

忘記了要珍惜眼前所擁有的。

忘了當下。

...is all I can say.

You said you feel bad when I got offline.

I feel bad too...

When you're away from your hometown and don't get online...

Every time.

想要見你的想法總是突如其來的湧現。

一種突如其來的思緒衝擊，很難用文字去形容。

一剎那的想法，帶來無限惆悵。

實在很想你…

時間過得很慢。

每天都在數日子過…

有點 "捱日子" 的感覺。

是氣候轉變的影響，還是其他因素。

很累…

需要打起精神過日子…