每個人都有expectation吧？Expectation，是你想達到的，不一定會達到，但總有期望吧。我的同事說我是個靠自己的人，比較懂得照顧自己。如何獨立也好，我也可以有我的期望吧。

我沒有要求別人對我很好，我只期望自己對自己好。

我沒有要求別人對我十分關注，我只期望他們對我公平及尊重。

我沒有要求我的情人送我玫瑰花，也沒要求他了解我心裡所想，我只期望他待在我身邊，聽我說話。

我沒有要求我將來的丈夫豪華的大屋，我只期望他給我溫暖的家庭。

我學會希望越大失望越大，我沒有要求我的期望一定會達得到，但如果達得到我會比較好過一點。

有期望不算是貪婪吧！

今年依然收唔到泰的生日禮物，可能佢覺得唔需要啦，但係我需要喎，Whatever係一支筆都好。不過嚴格嚟講，佢有送嘢嘅：一張生日咭、來回山頂纜車票、杜莎夫人蠟像館門票、Cafe One Buffet一餐，算唔算呢？是但啦.........影咗啲相呀，得閒去睇吓啦。(Click me)

    Do you know where you're going to
　Do you like the things that life is showing you
　Where are you going to
　Do you know

    Do you get
　What you're hoping for
　When you look behind you
　There's no open door
　What are you hoping for
　Do you know

Once we were standing still in time
Chasing the fantasies
That filled our minds
You knew how I loved you
But my spirit was free
Laughin' at the questions
That you once asked of me

Now looking back at all we've planned
We let so many dreams
Just slip through our hands
Why must we wait so long
Before we'll see
How sad the answers
To those questions can be

今日係小女子25歲生日，生日係唔係有權許一個願呢？我希望事事順意，OK嗎？我希望同泰泰可以開花結果。我希望公司每位同事同心合力，大家一條心做好每一件事。我希望今年可以如期完成大學課程。不會太貪心嗎？今年嘅生日同上一年好唔同，上年嘅生日過得好平淡，今年就過得精采得多。到目前為止，我已經收到三份生日禮物，第一份係Winky送嘅富貴貓筆，第二份係Liza送嘅Crabtree & Evelyn嘅Body Lotion，第三份係Carrie, Dorothy, Momoko, 童童同阿海送嘅Longcham袋。多謝大家對我嘅關懷，因為我知每份禮物都係大家精心挑選，唔係求求其其揀嘅。多謝哂你哋，我唔會辜負大家對我嘅期望，好好為我嘅人生努力。今年嘅生日，我特登攞咗十一日假去休息一下，因為前排返學實在令我太攰喇，我真係想好好咁充電，Refresh返下。等我聽日收齊生日禮物再post上嚟俾大家睇。Finally，真係要多謝大家。

今日一早起身(其實一早係10點囉)就撇低泰泰，同Carrie & Liza去左Liza個Twins sister Lolita公司搞嘅Funfair，我攞左一大袋洗頭水呀、牙膏呀、橙汁呀、薯片呀、雞翼呀諸如此類一大咋嘢返屋企，其實今朝個Funfair主題係食囉，首先食左個肉醬意粉，之後食左八粒蟹柳雞蛋壽司，之後飲左一大支蔗汁，之後食左兩杯雪糕(士多啤梨同杧果)，好飽好飽。下面係我哋玩遊戲嘅時侯影左張寶麗萊。

晚上自己煮食，煮左蛋包飯同牛油焗金菰，我覺得好有成功感喔。

此刻留住我　可以嗎

I was a standby of someone before.  I suffered loneliness and sorrow.  I decided I will not be a standby anymore.  I want to find a standby for myself.  I expect he is always available for me.  I must confess I am selfish.  I'm afraid I'll suffer again.  But I discover that my standby is not as I  suppose he is always available for me, he is always available for himself only.  All I need is love and care.  It is difficult to seek from other but myself.  I'll love and care myself faithfully.....until forever.

Nobody's child

As I was slowly passing an orphan's home one day
And stopped there for a moment just to watch the children play
Alone a boy was standing and when I asked him why
He turned with eyes that could not see and he began to cry

I'm nobody's child, I'm nobody's child
Just like a flower I'm growing wild
No mummy's kisses and no daddy's smiles
Nobody wants me I'm nobody's child

People come for children and take them for their own
But they all seem to pass me and I'm left here all alone
I know they'd like to take me but when they see I'm blind
They always take some other child and I am left behind

I'm nobody's child, I'm nobody's child
Just like a flower I'm growing wild
No mummy's kisses and no daddy's smiles
Nobody wants me I'm nobody's child

No mummy's arms to hold me or soothe me when I cry
Sometimes I get so lonely here I wish that I could die
Whe I walk the streets of Heaven where all the blind can see
Then just like all the other kids there'll be a home for me

I'm nobody's child, I'm nobody's child
Just like a flower I'm growing wild
No mummy's kisses and no daddy's smiles
Nobody wants me I'm nobody's child

為了配合我的願望，果然今個星期過得好快，快到好似飛咁快，噚晚正式開學，讀埋個Last Year就收檔，唔知係唔係隔咗太耐無返學，今朝瞓醒好攰，好眼瞓。噚晚個教HR個呀sir勁流囉，本來都講廣東話，之後有三個唔知係印度定巴基嘅女仔入咗嚟，佢未轉channel囉，不過佢講明唔會就哂嗰三個巴基，有啲嘢都會用返廣東話講，個巴基就嘈嘈閉，又話人地有preception，又話唔fair，個呀sir未話你去投訴囉，嘈完一大論先教書。其實講廣東話同英文都無所謂啦，反正佢吹水多過咩，呢科唔駛考試，淨係交功課，希望唔駛咁忙啦。
仲有兩日就出發去露營喇，現在進入倒數階段......不過，而家仲係好眼瞓。